By Nick Gibson
UST: May 5th, 3569, 7:13 PM
Dear Journal: I must have read my friends message at least 3 times now. It’s now to the point where I could recite it from memory.
My Dear Friend Curtis,
News from the protest is hard to come by, even for those who share it’s plight. What has reached me is not good. Word is that all those involved have been jailed and possibly shipped out of town. Probably to that one facility up north that no one talks about but we all know exists. I did take the liberty of reaching out to your girls parents. Your lucky one of her cousins works here on planet with me. He told me she got picked up alongside the rest of them. No one has heard a word since.
Stay safe and please try not to do anything stupid,
Your friend Willie
It wasn’t much to go off of but it was enough. I knew exactly which facility Willie spoke of. It was an old army depot that had been abandoned for years but somehow was still active in the military register. It’s true purpose unknown to anyone but the highest of officials. Until now that is, now it seems to be serving as a make shift prison for political dissidents. That won’t play well at all with the wider public. I thought. Though I doubt they care at this point.
So I had a rough idea of where she could be. But how do I get there? That is the question. I sat there pondering. I had been fruitlessly thinking of a plan for a good 30 minutes, nothing of merit coming to me. My sceaming was interrupted by the sounds of a door closing followed up by the wailing of my mother. “You are not going to an active war zone!”
I gotta listen to this I thought. Opening my door a crack, I peeked my head out and looked downstairs. My mother was still in her dinner attire. My father on the other hand had switched out to a lounge jacket when him and the admiral retired to the study. “He want’s me to personally oversee the factory they are building over there.” My father roared, returning fire. “They knew the miners wouldn’t take getting displaced well. They miscalculated just how much!”
My mother tried to open her mouth to protest but my father threw his jacket at her, effectively shutting her up as he stormed off. “I leave in the morning. It’s all hands on deck now.”
Not wanting to have any of this. Plus she hated being out shown in the drama department. My mother stormed off herself. “I’m staying with my sister!” she screeched, slamming the door as hard as she could muster.
Now’s my chance I realized. Not wanted to let a good martial crisis go to waste, I rushed down stairs towards my fathers room. I barley got within five feet of the door when he said to me. “You heard that didn’t you? Of course you did. Come on in.”
Entering the room, I looked around. My father was already halfway packed. Now that he was away from his wife, I could tell the weight he was under was breaking him. “I want to come with you father.” I said before he had a chance to say anything else.
What I said caused him to stop what he was doing and look at me. He wasn’t expecting that. “Curtis, it’s dangerous.” he said with a sigh.
“You need my help. Now more than ever.” I replied. That would have been a lie before I entered but upon seeing him it became the number 2 reason I was doing this.
Looking me over, he could tell I was serious. “But your schooling…”
“Can wait.” I answered. “Besides, nothing is going to happen with what’s currently going on.”
Now out of reasons to say no he walked up at me. “Is this about her?” He asked me, placing a hand on my shoulder. “Please be honest with me, my son.”
“Yes.” I said, putting my head down in shame. I didn’t have it in me to lie to him. “Mostly, anyway but yeah.”
My old man looked me over for a moment. “I never had the chance to fight for love.” He said, a certain warmth filling his eyes. “Everything was chosen for me from birth.” he then then typed out a messaged on his slate. Looking back at me, seemingly more energized than before. “I will not allow my son to be so shackled. We ride at dawn.”
He then shooed me out of his room. We both had a lot of packing to do.
Walking up the stairs, my mind reeling from what had just happened. My father had always been the cool one sure. But I never expected him to be so...human? It was at that moment I realized my parents were no different than I. Full of hopes, dreams, and most importantly...regret. He seems desperate to not repeat the sins of the father. I thought. Smiling, now even more grateful that I had at least one parent who seemed to give a damn. My mother being a lost cause, at least for the moment anyway.
What I did not know at the time. Something that would turn out to be my one big regret is that this would be my last peaceful nights rest for years to come. If I had known what I did now I certainly wouldn’t have stayed up half the night. Long past when I had already finished packing.
The path before me was going to be a rough one. But right now I lived excited, swimming in ignorant bliss. Oh how I yearn to reach back and slap that fool. Not for leaving, that was the smartest call I had ever made. But I wish I could go back and tell my father one thing and one thing only.
“I love you.”